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Stannie

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People are often unreasonable, irrational and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies;
Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and sincere, people may deceive you;
Be honest and sincere anyway.
What you spend years creating, others could destroy overnight;
Create anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, will often be forgotten;
Do good anyway.
Give the best you have, and it may never be enough;
Give your best anyway.
In the final analysis, it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway.

- Mother Teresa
 

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Stop stressing and wanting to do things perfectly all the time.
You can't and that's okay.
 

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Don't take it too seriously. As long as you enjoy her company, forget what he thinks.
You only have one family, one life, one dream, one goal.
 
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君の名前はなんだっけ?
ふと思い出せなくなって
言葉に詰まって噴き出した
ヘラヘラ笑ってごめんな
人は一人で生きてけない
それは確かに間違いじゃない
必ずどっかに属していて
家族
学校
社会とか

君の名札に書いてある
もしくは名刺に書いてある
もしくはカルテにかいてある
ひそひそ影で呼ばれてる
肩書き
陰口
あだ名とか
全くもって僕は嫌い
ひとまず話しをしようか
それで全部分かるさ

嘘つき
理想家
夢想家
鬱病
右か左か
僕らただ生きてるだけで
名前だけ入れ替えられて
社会性不安障害
ギターロック
JPOP
フォーク
何だっていいだろ
僕の話しをまずは聞いてくれよ

僕が小学生の時は
“調子いい奴”と呼ばれたよ
人の顔色うかがって
人によって態度を変えて
音楽を始めてからは
“バンドマン”と呼ばれたけど
高校卒業した途端
“フリーター”ってどうなのさ

僕自身はガキのまま
何にも変わってないけれど
時と場合と状況によって
名前は変わるらしい
だからそんな落ち込まないで
僕は君を知ってるから
「誰だお前は」と言われたって
お前が先に名乗れよ

債務者
クズにろくでなし
無職に
自殺志願者
僕らただ生きてるだけで
名前だけ入れ替えられて
無神経
保守派
革新派
不登校
中卒
高卒
何だっていいだろ
君の話しをまずは聞かせてくれよ

時には大げさな看板を背負わされて 
時にはいわれない不名誉を着せられて
君のこれまでをいっぺんに語る事が出来る 
名前なんてそうそうないよな 
だから
どんな風に呼ばれようと
好きにやるべきだと思うよ
君を語る名前が何であろうと
君の行動一つ程には雄弁じゃない

ゴロツキ
被害者
加害者
負け犬
傍観者
容疑者
僕らただ生きてるだけで
名前だけ入れ替えられて
愉快犯
情緒不安定
ホームレス
日雇い労働者
何だっていいだろ
君のやるべき事をやり遂げてくれよ

君の名前はなんだっけ?
ふと思い出せなくなって
ちなみに最近の僕はよく
“皮肉屋”って言われるよ

⛈🌪
 

yerm

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why u still dreaming of him u haven't seen him in 4 years or talked in 2 years...
 

MedicationHelps87

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Watching me carefully, wanting me to break and make mistakes.
Life is a wheel and I am always spinning.
Wish I could ditch them somehow.
Without getting ordered about all the frickin' time...

(Gonna have to work harder to uphold my sanity)
I feel like I am getting more paranoid and cray each day.
 

MedicationHelps87

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Never a dull moment in Schizophrenia land. I feel like literally nothing can be done about the voices and visions etc.
Well I was diagnosed at 28 (late) but even before that. Having my first psychotic episode at 8 years old was worrying, even though I didn't know what it was.
 
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