In the event one day I disappear from here!

[fromisEJel]

Before you go on and read ahead, know that it isn't happy news!


Many of you here know that I am a fanatic on fitness and Sports. I play Sports, study Sports Science for my diploma, and worked in the Sports industry (retail side). It's have always been a dream of mine to work in the Sports and fitness industry, and I once dream to be a professional sportsman. But the dream was dashed one day when during my pre-enlistment checkup for my mandatory military service, I was informed that I have congenital heart defect, also known as hole in the heart.

While I was eventually posted to one of the fiercest combat unit I started encountering issue to the point I ended up being medically downgraded to a non-combat role. While in the service, I still went for regular check-ups, and one day was informed that the hole in my heart have closed. But I was warned that it might still reopen one day.

So recently for the past few months, I been feeling really tired. I thought that it might be due to me both juggling work and studies. However, I am still feeling lots of fatigue daily even though I ended my studies last month. So I was doing research on hole in the heart, and one of the symptoms is constant fatigue. I do not know whether do the hole reopen again, although there are time I still feel tiredness in the chest.


I decided to open to you all, because i really love our H+ family, and want you all to know that in the event I really vanish for months without warning or my frequent "retirement but end up coming back threads, it mean that I might no longer be around anymore. But if I stay healthy, I will be here forever, because the Byul/Jelly you all know will still be loving Kpop many decades later (Maybe one day I will be in the news for my walking cane lightstick at fromis world tour).

 

[Seriously]

Lord don't google symptoms, it's the worst thing you can do, go see a doctor!

 

[Your Biggest Fan]

Please see a doctor and do what's best for your health. I'm sorry that you have to go through this.

 

[hatmixx]

As Seri said, just go see a doctor. No need worrying yourself and others over something that may or may not be an issue... hope you are well. but you are doing no service to yourself playing doctor!

 

[boo]

I agreed about going to see a doctor/cardiologist to see if there is anything you can do to improve your health. I hope you feel better and sorry that you have to go through this.

 

[kyom ✦ kyom ✦ pom]

Aw, jelly! Like the other said, definitely get checked out! Definitely try to have a good amount of optimism. I hope you feel much better soon!

 

[RussianRoulette]

Not to sound creepy, but I'm pretty sure I follow you on other social media sites so if you ever disappear from here please be aware I will just proceed to follow up with you there to make sure you are still alive. You cannot escape us (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ

Like everyone else has said, please be don't get too paranoid about what google says about your symptoms and please see a doctor and cardiologist.

 

[UMJI MOODS]

As someone who left something go too long(appendicitis who knew?) that led to my non traumatic brain injury I agree with the majority here. Consult a physician. Potentially the longer you delay the greater the risks can become.

 

[Stannie]

Now you're making me sad ):