Mental Health Peer Support Thread

[Nimz]

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I know I need to get help for my mental health issues, but honestly I'd rather not. All a therapist will want to do is load me up on medication and having to take that for the rest of my life doesn't sound appealing at all. Guess I'll suffer then.

 

[soozie]

This assignment is giving me so much anxiety on top of all the stress that I already have, this is so exhausting

 

[tokki]

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[sexy cutie]

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i'm tired of all the hate and prejudice against me. you don't even know me. who are you to judge me and hate me

 

[Nimz]

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I’ve been so up and down lately and I just want to give up and hide.

 

[tokki]

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[larme]

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whee slowly getting back on my bullshit again. hoping not to get to the point i'm snapping at people 24/7 again because i'm not eating and feeling like shit all the time, but i hate i feel like it's getting there again. already losing weight fast again and lost a lot of the motivation i had to stay healthy. trying to remind myself i'll be back at home soon, but that really doesn't help when it's literally impossible to escape this miserableness. i don't want to have to stay being dependent on my parents or my only two friends with their own problems either. other people i talk to really could give less than a single fuck which is annoying, but honestly i don't blame them. i try distracting myself, but lol it's just making me feel worse again for the most part.

 

[Nimz]

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I'm tired of trying. I'm obviously never going to be completely happy again. It has been years since I was truly happy. Things need to change or I'm going to fall.

 

[tokki]

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[Aerith]

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I'm just so tired. I'm tired of always being the one to think of everyone else, but it's rarely returned. I think it's time for me to be selfish instead, but that's never how I've been.

 

[Nimz]

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Giving up sounds better. I don’t care anymore.

 

[yerm]

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I really don't see myself accomplishing anything in life, doing anything. I don't even see myself living that long. It's probably for the best.

 

[Nimz]

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The worst part about feeling so bad mentally is having no one to talk to. I need to vent but I don’t want to trouble anyone with what I’m feeling. Plus the fact my “friends” have shown they only care when it’s a problem they have, and only half listen to mine. Guess I’ll deal with it.

 

[Beefy]

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it really sucks when you realize that no one actually gives a shit about you. I could literally drop dead rn and no one would blink an eye or say they miss me. I'm nothing.

 

[soozie]

today has been an awful day, i don't even know what to do anymore

 

[Nimz]

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To deal with so much in so few days, I don’t know how I’m remaining sane. Barely hanging in there. I just want to run and hide somewhere to cry.

 

[BlueNose]

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Today was so shitty only for it to get shittier. if im gonna get hit with brooms, have a knife pointed at me as a threat, and finally told im somewhat of a disappointment. then maybe my next step is very clear
i just want to escape and hide away from everyone
im just so tired and overwhelmed, i wish things could slow down and i do it my own way instead of others inserting themselves into my space and telling me my way is wrong and their way is better
i feel like both sides of my life are falling apart and there's very little i can do to put pieces back together and make things go to the way they were only a short time ago

 

[BlueNose]

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the way everything begins to fall apart at the same time
everything's changing so fast and all at once...

 

[tokki]

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[soozie]

im so exhausted and drained right now and all these bs just make things worse. please just put an end to this and get it over with.